I've been wandering around my mind recently, wondering exactly what i want to do and where i want to be in my future. Does anybody ever really know? I think it's so hard to make definitive choices concerning your future and your life, i don't think i know exactly what i want to do though i have vague ideas.
I know that i will emigrate to the us. This country just drains me, it's not what i thought it was and now i need out.
Manhattan would be the ideal place, i reckon, though i've never been. I think it;s because of woody allens film of the same name. He shows the place in such a great light; it seems to hold in its grasp some mystical objet a that my desire longs for.
I go back to university soon, 2 weeks in fact. It seems like i've been off for so long, and now it;s just dragging and boring. I finished on, i think, the 5th of june, therefore i've had near enough 4 months off. The highlight obviously being my trip to san francisco but other than that it's been tedious and money is running short.
On the wirral there isn't much to do.
11/09/2009
02/09/2009
Morning.
writing rambling haiku
in a chocolatey bed
listening to the current affairs
not much happening
insulin injections and
opening blinds blank stares.
late evening blues
bedtime beckons and i reckon
tomorrow aint so soon
in a chocolatey bed
listening to the current affairs
not much happening
insulin injections and
opening blinds blank stares.
late evening blues
bedtime beckons and i reckon
tomorrow aint so soon
16/08/2009
13/08/2009
Oh, My God.
She's the only God i pray to
Early in the morning, when the sun rises
Through four more times a day
Keeping me safe from sin
I keep my faith and there are no surprises
Early in the morning, when the sun rises
Through four more times a day
Keeping me safe from sin
I keep my faith and there are no surprises
28/07/2009
Antichrist
So i went to see von Triers new film Antichrist on friday with Chris. The reviews and rumous i had heard got me pretty excited and pretty nervous at the same time about it. Hearing that it was booed badly at cannes and that it was essentially just a gorefest didn't make me think lets not see this but made me want to see it more, just like how i want to go to see Colin a new zombie film made for a mere £45 when it comes out in october.
So we arrived at the cinema and there was a disclaimer form placed next to the till to warn viewers that what they were about to see was rated 18 for a reason, and it stated this reasons with an A4 sized page of the different things that occur in the film. How good, i thought, it is going to be and it must be for there to be a disclaiimer form before you see it.
It is the story of a man and wife who lose their child during an act of coitus. It deals with the the trauma and emotions these parents must go through. To recover they retreat to a safe haven called 'eden'. Obviously this is a reference to Christian religion and i feel this is what the film is about. The film is about an Anti-eden, a paradise that is not what the bible described as made by god but rather one which was made and is ruled by satan.
So we arrived at the cinema and there was a disclaimer form placed next to the till to warn viewers that what they were about to see was rated 18 for a reason, and it stated this reasons with an A4 sized page of the different things that occur in the film. How good, i thought, it is going to be and it must be for there to be a disclaiimer form before you see it.
It is the story of a man and wife who lose their child during an act of coitus. It deals with the the trauma and emotions these parents must go through. To recover they retreat to a safe haven called 'eden'. Obviously this is a reference to Christian religion and i feel this is what the film is about. The film is about an Anti-eden, a paradise that is not what the bible described as made by god but rather one which was made and is ruled by satan.
07/05/2009
28/04/2009
new post.
Haven't posted on here for a while, I think the only reason I have one is because I like listening to Chris' rants, they entertain me and I can relate because I usually feel the same way. So wha't been on my mind lately?
I go to San Francisco in little under 2 months which will be hella good seeing as I've only ever been abroad once and this time I'm going with the missus. Warped tour while I'm there will be amazing, just listening to some amazing bands on a pier will be one of the best experiences of my life I reckon.
Uni is nearly finished, just got a load of essays to hand in and some exams to do. I hate exams, can't do them for shit, I just babble on whereas essays I can do.
That's about it really apart from that I've watched some really good films recently, namely:
Three Colours: Blue (Krzysztof Kieslowski)
Brazil (Terry Gilliam)
Everyone Says I love you (good ol' Woody Allen)
and some more but those three are the highlights. Blue was one of the best films I've seen for a while, Juliette Binoche plays a stunning role and the art direction etc is beautiful, everything about it is good. Check it out.
I go to San Francisco in little under 2 months which will be hella good seeing as I've only ever been abroad once and this time I'm going with the missus. Warped tour while I'm there will be amazing, just listening to some amazing bands on a pier will be one of the best experiences of my life I reckon.
Uni is nearly finished, just got a load of essays to hand in and some exams to do. I hate exams, can't do them for shit, I just babble on whereas essays I can do.
That's about it really apart from that I've watched some really good films recently, namely:
Three Colours: Blue (Krzysztof Kieslowski)
Brazil (Terry Gilliam)
Everyone Says I love you (good ol' Woody Allen)
and some more but those three are the highlights. Blue was one of the best films I've seen for a while, Juliette Binoche plays a stunning role and the art direction etc is beautiful, everything about it is good. Check it out.
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